A future uncertain
LIFE. IS. NO. FUN. Seriously. I haven’t been feeling very well lately. I didn’t go to school last Monday because I just didn’t feel up to it, which perhaps has something to do with the fact that I still haven’t done those assignments and that I’ve been avoiding that teacher for two weeks now because I don’t need her to tell me that I SUCK AT DOING WORK IN TIME.
All I’ve been up to lately is being obsessed with Nevermore and listening to them all the time, nearly literally. Which is no good, really, because it only feeds my long-cherished desire of being in a band and not having to worry about any of this stuff. I’d have other things to worry about, of course, but let’s not get into that.
I guess I should be excited that Rob has changed his mind about not going to concerts and saving money that way, because we’ve got about three or four planned. A good-ol’-rock-n-roll tribute band this weekend, The Nits and Immolation next month, and possibly a festival in May. The thing is… I’m not excited.
I just don’t get excited anymore, about anything. Nothing ever happens that I can get excited about, and when it does, I’m not excited. Not cool. I don’t know if this will change anytime soon, but here’s hoping it will.